Sigh

So last night, I went to the Gathering Kitchen to put together meals for the next month. I've gushed about this place before - go here for more info.

Anyway. I go with a girlfriend on my street, and we gossip and such while we make our way around the stations putting together meals. This particular session had 3 visibly pregnant women there. Two were just going about their business, and the third was loudly talking about her last ultrasound, and all the plans she had for when the baby came in ten weeks. I quietly moved away. I told my friend that she was bothering me - and she said she had wondered if I heard her. I wish it didn't bother me, but it did.

I'm going to admit to feeling crampy the last few days. I don't get crampy before AF comes.... so I'm hoping it's a good sign. I feel really good. I feel positive. I just wish there was a way to know the day they transfer if this whole thing was going to work or not! Not like I have to tell all you this, but waiting 18 days for a blood test is a special kind of torture, on top of everything else!

4 hours and I'm with my girlfriends, and in my mother's hands for the PIO shots. That is going to be interesting!!! Have a great weekend!