Wednesday, August 15, 2007

Taking a ride on the hope train*...

Shit.

For whatever reason, I'm totally hopeful that we are going to get a BFP this month. I had one of the strongest positive OPKs that I've ever had, and we had great timing. I figured out when implantation will occur (this weekend coming up)... when I'd be due (May).

Isn't it funny how some cycles I don't even think about it, others I'm sure it's not happening, and others I'm sure it will!? I wonder what triggers those different feelings?

Anyway, haven't been on the hope train since February (I was SO SURE that I was pregnant - I was even participating in birth boards on pregnancy dot org, loser that I am). AF is due on the 23rd... so the 2WW begins.

I'm in Chicago for work - and I'm actually having a lot of fun! It's nice here in the summer. Off to meet my guys for dinner....

*this may brand me as a total dork, but I totally love the show 'So You Think You Can Dance' - and the hope train comment stems from the 'Hot Tamale Train'.

7 comments:

Chili said...

I'll jump on the hope train with you - not for me, but for you! Your hope is so inspiring and I'm crossing everything that you are right!

chicklet said...

I'll jump on the train with you and hope for you, cuz it's fun to have it sometimes. Sucks to have it knocked out again but it's healthy to feel good sometimes. Good luck this cycle!

Amy R said...

Hope is a wonderful and precious emotion that I just don't see enough of these days, especially in myself! So stay strong and positive and I'm 'hoping' for a wonderful outcome :)

ultimatejourney said...

I'm hopeful for you! Oh, and I, too, like SYTYCD.

Samantha said...

It's funny how sometimes we're not very hopeful, even if we want to be, but other times, if the hope train calls, we come a-running. There's nothing else you can do now but enjoy the ride. Here's to hoping with you!

Chris said...

I'm glad you are riding on the hope train. It sure does make the 2 week wait much more fun and it makes the time fly as well. Here's to hoping that the ride continues . . .

Geohde said...

There is nothing wrong with a little hope now and again.

I'm on the pill for IVF and I still can't silence that little voice.....