Saturday, December 5, 2009

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There is no real way to say this. Nora passed away last night. We don't know why or how - they are trying to figure it out. Maggie is in the hospital for observation for 48 hours with IV antibiotics as a safety measure - but we are told that she is totally ok.

Cameron is turns one today. We are trying to still keep it as his special day - and the joy in his laughter is keeping me sane for now.

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Kristina said...

Oh my. I am so incredibly sorry. I will be praying for your family. I'm so so sorry, there are just no words!

Anonymous said...

I am so very very sorry for your loss. Your family is in my prayers.

Meghan said...

Oh my! I have no words right now. I am so unbelievably sorry for your loss and will keep all 5 of you in my prayers

HereWeGoAJen said...

Oh no. I am so sorry. I'm praying for all of you.

Anonymous said...

I'm so sorry.... there are no other words. You and your family are in my thoughts
- Lucy (a long time reader)

Megan said...

Oh my goodness- you are in my prayers. I am incredibly sorry for your loss.

Elise Ford said...

I am so, so sorry. I cannot even imagine what you're going through right now. I am praying for you and your entire family.

Elise, long time reader

sarah said...

Oh Cece, I cannot possibly put words to how awful this is.
You are in my thougths.

Sam said...

I am so so sorry to hear this - I will keep you in my prayers.

mrsarainey said...

I am so very sorry for your loss, no one should ever have to go through that. I am praying for you all.

Tammy said...

I am at a total loss for words. I have been following your blog since you were trying for Hulk. I was filled with joy at your post when the twins were born. I absolutely can not believe that one of them is gone. You all are in my thoughts and prayers. How unbelievably awful.
So sorry.

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Beautiful Mess said...

Oh sweetie, I am SO sorry! Your family are in my prayers today.
*HUGS*

SS said...

Cece, I am so sorry, I will be praying for you all. I am so so sorry.

sarah said...

(((hugs)))

Lucia said...

So sorry. Thinking of all of you.

Cathy-Cate said...

Oh, NO.

Oh, CeCe!

How stunningly unexpected and devastating. I am so very, very sorry. If there's anything I can do, let me know. I will be thinking of you all; you are in my thoughts and prayers at all times.

Tara said...

Oh dear God, I am so so sorry.

Manise said...

Words cannot express how sorry I feel. My heart goes out to you all. Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.

Allison (Ali) said...

I am soo sorry for your loss, there really are no words that can properly express the sorrow.

you and your family are in my prayers

maresi said...

How terribly awful. I'm so, so sorry that this happened. I'll be praying for you all.

Sprogblogger said...

I am so terribly sorry for your loss. You are all in my prayers.

Ruth said...

Oh, sweetie. I am so terribly, terribly sorry. I am keeping you all in my thoughts and prayers; please let me know if there is ANYTHING I can do.

pauline said...

Oh no. that is so sad. i can't even imagine - there really are no words.

Mo said...

I am shocked and saddened to read your news. I can't even imagine the devastation your family must feel. I am so incredibly sorry for your loss.

Mo

Em said...

Oh no, no, no. I am so sorry. Thoughts and prayers are with you. Oh, no.

Emily (long-time reader)

Valerie said...

I am so sorry.

Kelly said...

I am so sorry- how scary! You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers!

Unknown said...

I'm so so sorry. There are just no words. {{HUGS}} You are all in my thoughts.

calliope said...

Oh honey. I am beyond words. beyond. Sending you and your entire family so much love. xoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Lollipop Goldstein said...

Cece--I am so so sorry. My heart is with you right now.

Geohde said...

Oh my god.

Oh, Cece.

I'm in tears here, I just can't believe it.

Honey.

I can't imagine how you must feel right now. Well, I can a tiny bit, because the thought of having two cribs with one empty has me in tears.

g

Beth Kyle said...

I am so very sorry. There is nothing I can say, Cece. My prayers are with you and your family.

Geohde said...

Also, Cece. I've lost your email address.

When and only IF you feel up to it, I'd love your postal address so I can send my condolances and love the proper way.

Much love,

G

Christy said...

Oh Cece, I am so, so very sorry to read of your heartbreaking loss. You, baby, hubby, and Hulk are in my thoughts and prayers.

Frieda said...

I am so sorry for your loss of one of your beautiful girls. You and your family will be in my prayers.

bleu said...

Cece I am so devastated for you. I am so sorry for your great loss. I am sending all my love your way right now for you and Aaron and all of you.

Anonymous said...

I cannot imagine the mix of emotions you are experiencing today, losing a new baby and celebrating the life of your young son. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.

mamacate said...

There are no words. I am so terribly sorry for this tragic loss. I just don't know what to say, but know that my heart goes out to you, and you are all in my thoughts.

Anonymous said...

I am so sorry. I don't even know what to say, but wanted to add my voice to let you know that your family is in my thoughts.

Sara

MyLifeMyWorld said...

Hello, I just read through another blogger of your lost, and while you dont know me, I just wanted to say my heart goes out to you and your family.

I am just so sorry.

Elizabeth said...

I am so very sorry for your loss. No parent should have to go through this.

Anonymous said...

I am so incredibly sorry for your loss. Like others have said, there really are no words, but you and your family will be in my thoughts.

Anonymous said...

I am so sorry for your loss. I will be keeping you and your family in my thoughts.

Orodemniades said...

Oh sweetheart.

areyoukiddingme said...

I'm so sorry. I wish there was something more I could say. You're all in my prayers.

Nicky said...

I am so very sorry for you and your family. I hope that you are able to find strength in being together.

Barb said...

Sending lots of love and support. Heart aching for you.

Michele said...

Oh God. I am so sorry. I have no words except to say I am sorry and am praying for your family.

Mrs. Spit said...

I am so terribly sorry for this. Wishing you comfort and peace.

~Shari said...

OH! I am so sorry to hear this horrible news. You and your family is my prayers.

Danifred said...

I am so sorry for your loss, you and your family are in my prayers.

Sara said...

Oh my gosh Cece. I am so sorry. My thoughts are entirely with you tonight. I wish words could do more - I'm just so sad for you all.

But - happy happy Birthday to your Hulk. That picture just exudes joy!

Yo-yo Mama said...

I am so truly and deeply sorry, Cece, for the loss of your daughter. May the love around you sooth your broken hearts.

~DD

mrslilypond said...

I cannot even conceive how devastated you must be, I don't know you never read your blog (I came this way from here we go again Jen)
Just to say I'll say a special prayer for you and your family.

Anonymous said...

Oh, no!

I am so incredibly sorry for your loss. No one should ever feel that kind of pain. You and your family will be in my thoughts and prayers.

knittingknirvana said...

I don't even know what to say. I am so sorry.

andnotbysight said...

I am so sorry. You'll be in my prayers.

Jen said...

I'm in shock right now. I'm just so very sorry. My thoughts and prayers are with all four of you right now.

Anonymous said...

I found your blog through someone else. I just wanted to lend your family my support and to say how deeply sorry I am for all of your loss.

mummydr said...

I looked and smiled last week at your post anouncing the arrival of your precious girls and I can't believe what I'm reading now. I am so sorry.

Lindsay said...

Cece, Jen (HereWeGoAJen) posted on her blog about this, so I came over here post haste. There are never any words to make these situations better. There's never any consolation to be derived from kind words when someone who means the world to you dies. With that in mind, I am sure my words will do little to lessen your loss, but I am so very sorry for the pain that's been dropped at your door. I can't imagine the heartbreak you're going through, but I pray that your family can help get you through this through their love. I will pray for you all. I will pray you receive the strength to weather this. I'm so sorry. Bless you all.

Heather said...

I am so very sorry. What an unimaginable loss.

Baby Smiling In Back Seat said...

Oh Cece, I am stunned and so terribly sorry.

still life angie said...

Here from Jen's blog, and I just had to come and tell you how sorry I am. It is just so cruel. We should never have to live without one of our babies. XO

BigP's Heather said...

I'm so sorry.
Thinking of your family!

Sami said...

I'm so very sorry for your loss. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

CecilyK said...

My heart breaks for you. I wish you the ability to embrace your grief, anger and sadness in the coming days.

Nicole said...

I am so very sorry for your loss.

Aunt Becky said...

I am so, so sorry for your loss. My heart is breaking into a million jagged pieces for you. Sending you love, light and prayers.

Lindsay said...

I am so sorry. Thoughts and prayers with you all.

Anonymous said...

I am so very sorry. My thoughts are with you and your family.

KLTTX said...

I am so very sorry for your loss. Here from Calliope's blog.

Kristen said...

Please know you are in my thoughts. Sending love, light and warmth.

battynurse said...

I'm so sorry. Sending you many hugs and wishes for peace. Be gentle with yourself.

jessie said...

I am so so terribly sorry for this loss.

Jamie said...

My heart goes out to you and your family.

K @ ourboxofrain said...

Oh God, Cece. I am so incredibly sorry. I feel sick with sorrow for you and your family. Please let us know what we can do -- we're not far away and would do anything.

Your family is in my prayers.

Unknown said...

Sending Love and Light to surround you and your family.

Me said...

I don't even know what to say except that I'm terribly sorry.

Amy said...

Dear Cece,
I don't think I have the words to express just how sorry I am to hear of your loss. I will hold you and your family gently in my thoughts and prayers. Amy (a friend of Megan and Weston)

Thalia said...

I'm just terribly sorry for your horrific loss.

K said...

Words can't capture the feeling. I'm so so sorry.

Anonymous said...

I am so sorry. Your family is in my thoughts.
Teresa

Amy said...

Found you through Calliope's blog just today. My heart aches for you and your family. No words to describe....

tbean said...

Here through Callie...so sorry.

annacyclopedia said...

I am so, so sorry for your loss. There really are no words right now. I will be keeping you and your whole family in my thoughts and prayers, wishing you healing and peace in your own time.

N said...

You don't know me, but I wanted to say how very sorry I am for your loss.

nancy said...

Oh cece. I am so very sorry for your loss of Nora. I can't even bring the words to my fingers to type. I can only sit with you and your grief and send you internet love. I am so so so sorry Cece. ~hugs~

KatieM said...

Cece....I just heard, and I'm so sorry. Actually, sorry doesnt even cover the sadness I feel for you and your family right now....You are in my thoughts and prayers sweetie.

~*JaYmE*~ said...

I am so very sorry for your loss. I'll be thinking of you and your family.

Anonymous said...

I don't really know what to say other than I am deeply sorry. My heart goes out to you and your family. All of you are in my prayers.

Jess said...

Here via another blogger...so so sorry for your loss.

Catherine W said...

Here from Michele's blog. I am so terribly sorry for the loss of your daughter, Nora. Just so very, very sorry.

I hope that Maggie is soon safely back at home with you and that Cameron had a special day. xo

Tanya said...

I am so sorry for your loss. You and your family are in my prayers.

Anonymous said...

No words. Just, Peace to you and your family.

sharah said...

I am heartbroken for you and your family.

Ali said...

Stopping in on a recommendation from Nancy. My heart goes out to you. My God bless you with the strength to make it through this difficult time.

LibbyInCT said...

I want you to know that I'm thinking about you and praying for you and your whole family during this very sad and difficult time. There's a lot of love out in the blogosphere and world for you!

Erin said...

Your family is in my prayers. May the angels hold Nora tight.

Juliet said...

I'm so, so sorry for your loss.

Anonymous said...

I am so, so sorry and I will be praying for you and your family. ((hugs))

Amy said...

I am sorry for your loss. There are just no words suitable for dealing with this. I will keep you and your family in my prayers.

AussieJenn said...

I come by way of Calli and want to say I'm so very sorry you've lost one of your precious daughters. So very sad.
You and your family are in my thoughts.

Secret Sloper said...

I am so deeply sorry. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.

Wordgirl said...

I am here through Nancy's blog -- I just wanted to add my voice to the many others here -- wrapping around you with thoughts and care -- holding you up in such a difficult time.


Pam

Ella said...

I am here via Nancy's blog. I am so deeply sorry for your horrific loss. Your family is in my thoughts and prayers.

Rachel Z said...

Arrived via Nancy's blog. So very sorry for your loss. You and your family will be in my prayers.

Anonymous said...

Thinking and praying for you and your family tonight.

Kristin

Jamie said...

I am here from HereWeGoAgainJen and I wanted to tell you how very sorry I am. I wish there were a perfect thing to say and I wish I knew what it was.

I am praying for your family and sending you thoughts of peace and strength.

Soapchick said...

I am so sorry for your loss. I know there are no adequate words, but please know that we are praying for you and your family.

Eva said...

I am so very sorry. My heart is breaking for you.

Eva said...

I am so very sorry. My heart is breaking for you.

Andrea said...

I am so sorry... there are no words. So very very sorry.

loribeth said...

Here from Nancy's blog. I am so very sorry.

Michelle said...

my prayers are with you

Anonymous said...

I'm so, so sorry. Your family is in my thoughts right now. (((hugs)))

Anonymous said...

Im so sorry. Huge {{{hugs}}} to you both xox

Anonymous said...

I am so very sorry for your loss. I will keep all of you in my prayers. I found your blog through a friends blog and have been following you for a long time now.
Jean

Mel said...

I don't know you, and you don't know me. But I can't NOT say something. I am so terribly sorry. I will keep you and your family in my prayers. I wish there was more that I could say.

Elizabeth said...

I am so, so sorry. Your family will be in our prayers.

Tam said...

I'm so very sorry for your loss. I will keep your family in my thoughts.

LJ said...

I had to come by after Mel told me the news this afternoon. I'm so sorry, and am holding you and your family close to my heart.

Sara said...

I am so sorry for your loss. My prayers are with you.

Nina said...

I cannot believe what I just read... chills running down my spine. I have no words to describe how sorry I am for you and your family. You are in my thoughts.

quadmom said...

I am so incredibly sorry for your loss. There are no words ... I am praying for you and your family.

Suzanna Catherine said...

You are in my thoughts and prayers. I am so sorry for your loss.

Laura said...

I am just so sorry for your loss. There are no other words.

PFennessy said...

I am so, so sorry. You and yours are in my thoughts and I am sending good vibes your way.

Jenera said...

I came over via Nancy to say I am sorry and will keep your family in my thoughts.

CrazyFiberLady said...

Oh Cece, I'm so incredibly sorry for your loss. My deepest condolences. My prayers are with you.

Lisa said...

I am so sorry.

Tina said...

Here from Michele's blog. I am so terribly sorry for the loss of your precious Nora. It is so unfair to be forced to live without all of our children with us. You and your family are in my thoughts. xx

Stacie said...

I am so sorry for your loss. You and your family are in my prayers.

Anonymous said...

Cece, I'm so sorry for your loss. You and your family will be in my prayers.

Mommy (You can call me OM) said...

I am just so sorry to read this. I came from Michele's blog and was heartbroken to read that your little Nora died. I am so sorry and I will pray for your peace. Your babies are beautiful. Always.

Peace.

Sophie said...

I am so sorry that little Nora is no longer with you. That is just so awful. Wishing you strength in the coming days.

xx

Marie said...

I am so sorry. Praying for peace for you and your family.

Annalien said...

I am stunned beyond words. I cannot imagine what you are going through right now! My heartfelt condolonces. There are now words... I will pray for you and your family.

Anonymous said...

I am so sorry for your loss. Words cannot suffice at this time but know your family is in my thoughts and prayers.

xxx

Unknown said...

I'm so, so sorry for your loss. I will keep your family in my prayers.

Me said...

I'm so incredibly sorry.

(here from Nancy's blog)

Katherine said...

I'm here from Megan's blog. I am so sorry for your loss. I cannot even begin to imagine the amazing joys and sorrows you are experiencing right now. My thoughts and prayers are with you and all your family.

Becky said...

I am sorry i am crying as i'm typing this, your family is in my prayers and thoughts.

Jude said...

Oh my goodness! I am so very very sorry for your loss and will be praying.

Anonymous said...

Oh Cece, I am so very sorry to hear of your great loss. You and your family are in my thoughts.

Anonymous said...

I'm so sorry. Praying for you right now.

Lisa said...

I came here from Nancy's blog. I thought you could use all the hugs you could get. I am so sorry...

Rebecca said...

I am just so sorry. There really are no words. You and your family are in my thoughts.

(visiting from Nancy's blog)

Jenn said...

I am so incredibly sorry for your loss. You and your family are in my thoughts.

Anonymous said...

There is no foot too small
that it cannot leave an imprint
on this world
God Bless your little angel

Joanne Wallach Eaglet said...

I'm so very sorry. You and your family are in my thoughts.

Two Kayaks said...

I am beyond sorry for your loss. Wishing you strength and peace.

Kaci said...

Here from Nancy's blog - I am so sorry for your loss. You & your family will be in my thoughts.

Serenity said...

OMG, Cece.

I am here if you need ANYTHING, okay?

Love to all of you.

xxx

Jill Tice said...

CeCe, I am not sure if you remember me but we were DD buddies back in 2007 (due July 2008), I am SO SORRY for your loss! You all are in our thoughts and prayers!

Jill

Unknown said...

Dear Cece, I am so sorry for your loss. Words can't convey. Wishing you and your family my deepest condolences. Cathy

Anonymous said...

I am so very sorry. You are in my prayers.

Kate said...

Oh God, I am so sorry. There is really nothing to say at a moment like this. I will hold you all in my prayers.

G$ said...

Sorry doesn't begin to express it, my heart aches for your loss. Thinking of you and your family during this tough time.

Betty M said...

I am so sorry for your devastating loss.

ME! said...

I am so very very sorry for your loss. {{{HUGS}}}

Leah said...

I am so very sorry. My prayers are with your family.

Momasita said...

Keeping you and your family in my thoughts and prayers. My deepest condolences on your loss.

Rachel said...

I'm visiting from Love, Hope, & Faith. I am sorry for your loss! I can't imagine what you are going through right now. I will say a prayer for your family.

Rachel

Natalie said...

Oh my gosh. My heart breaks for you - I am so so sorry for your loss.

In This Storm said...

Here from LFCA. I'm am just so, so sorry. Losing a child is the most difficult thing I've been through, and I'm so sorry you are in this nightmare.

Michele said...

I'd like to send you something. If you feel comfortable, please email me.

Anonymous said...

Here from LFCA....I am so sorry for your loss. *huge hugs* Sending thoughts and prayers your way.

V said...

There are no words to tell you how very sorry I am for you and your family. You are in my prayers.

Anonymous said...

I am so sorry for you loss. You're all in my thoughts and prayers!

niobe said...

Sending all the thoughts and prayers I can.

Deborah said...

I am so sorry Cece. That is just terrible news. I will be thinking of you all.

Anonymous said...

I am so sorry for your loss. Prayers for Maggie and Hulk.

Keiko Zoll said...

I am so so sorry for your loss. Sending you thoughts and prayers via LFCA. *hug*

~Miriam

AnnaBelle said...

Here through LFCA.

I'm so very sorry to hear of your loss of tiny Nora. Wishing you peace.

Tash said...

Here from LFCA -- I am so incredibly sorry for your loss. Please know that you're not alone in this journey forward. Remembering Nora (and man, do I love that name) with you today.

Debby@Just Breathe said...

I am so sorry for your loss. You are in my prayers. I would love to mail you a handkerchief when you have some time. For Your Tears

dpucci9972@gmail.com
I need your full name and address.

May God hold you close.

Kami said...

I am so sorry. I can only imagine the heartache for you and your entire family. It is a tragedy without compare.

I am a stranger but you are in my thoughts.

Ashley said...

I know there are no words to ease the pain you and your family are feeling. I am so very sorry for your loss.

Holly said...

I'm so sorry to hear that Nora has passed away. It breaks my heart to read those words.

Anonymous said...

I'm so sorry for your loss. I can't imagine what you are going through and hate that you have to live this. You are in my thoughts.

Rebecca (in CA, a long time reader)

Good Egg Hunting said...

I'm just so sorry -- my heart goes out to you and your family.

k@lakly said...

Here from LFCA. I am just without words, but are there really any that would say what I want to say anyway? Probably not. Your family and your sweet Nora are in my thoughts. I hope you are surrounded by friends and family and that the love and support they have for you will help you as you begin this journey. There are many of us moms here who have lost a child and we will be sure that you are never alone.
Peace to you.

Courtney said...

No words will really suffice. This is just so completely unfair. My thoughts are with you and your entire family.

Julia said...

Here from lfca too.

I am so sorry. I know this is woefully inadequate, but I also know there is nothing else to say.

Nora is a beautiful name, and I am so very sorry your beautiful little girl is no longer with you.

sunflowerchilde said...

I'm so, so sorry. I was completely shocked to hear the news, as I've followed both of your pregnancies off and on. Your family is in my thoughts.

Gina said...

I am so very sorry for your loss. I know no words will make you feel better, but know that you have support (even if it's from a stranger).

You and your family are in my prayers.

Aurelia said...

I am so very sorry to hear this. I am praying for you all.

CLC said...

I am so deeply sorry for the loss of your daughter Nora. My thoughts are with your family.

Anonymous said...

I am so sorry. Holding you and your family in the light.

Stephanie Jean-Louis said...

I am so so sorry for your loss. Thinking of you and your family ~

Anonymous said...

Here from LFCA. I am so sorry for your loss. Adding my thoughts and support to all the others in hopes that is somehow helps in some small way.

Just me said...

Oh no Cece! I'm so sorry! :( Thinking of you and your family.

Barbarab said...

Prayers and hugs.

Christy said...

Here from LFCA. I don't even know what to say or how to say it and I have lived through losing twin babies. But this-I am so shocked.
I am so sorry.
I will be sending every positive thought I have your way.
I just am so incredibly saddened and shocked.
All my thoughts are with you and your family. Nora is such a beautiful name and such a beautiful girl she is.

JW said...

I'm so very sorry for the terrible loss of your sweet little girl. Thinking of you and your family at this sad time x

tireegal68 said...

Hi CeCe,
I am here with you from LFCA. What sadness after so much joy at the girls' birth and your wonderful calm snuggle time with them in the hospital. That will be even more precious now. Your girls are beautiful. I am so sorry that they won't grow up together.
Treasure each other. I know that you do. You are right: if we don't give ourselves up to love we won't feel pain but we won't feel anything worth feeling.
I am glad that Cam had a good birthday and so sad that you have to go through this.

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