Friday, February 29, 2008


Well, this has been quite a week, hasn't it? Actually talked to my SIL on the phone yesterday - she sounds really tired. And turns out they weren't 'trying' but weren't preventing. Sigh. The good news is that she got the same reaction from my MIL that I got when we told her I was pregnant - "Oh.". Which at least makes me realize that my MIL is a jerk to all the DILs equally!

I'm done with the BCPs, and go in for my baseline ultrasound this Monday. Aaron and his friend are spending the weekend getting the blueboard up in the living room - next step is plastering! I was so stressed out when they started this project that I'd be living in a construction zone from months on end - looks like Aaron really heard my concerns! And My plan of being out of the house during the weekends has helped what little sanity I've been able to hang onto these past few months.

And I apologize to any of my pregnant buddies that I may have offended last post - I just had to get that out. I'm happy for you! Trust me! I know you've all been in a dark place in this journey, and understand my need to let it out.

Just waiting for this workday to end so I can spend my weekend knitting.


Deborah said...

Glad you are feeling better. Does your SIL know you are going through IVF? I don't know what's comfortable for you, but I sometimes find it easier if the pregnant person knows why I cannot be 100% happy for her.

Duchess said...

You should never apologize for how you feel. We all have days where we feel like that. I am glad that today is a bit better.

Frieda said...

I'm glad you are feeling better. Some serious knitting time will be good for you. Have a great weekend.

Geohde said...

Ah Cece,

Not offended, never would be. I just hope this IVF is the charm,


Kenya said...

So glad that you're in a better state of mind today. We all feel your pain.

serenity said...

No need to apologize. Ever.

Funny how it's easier to hold the hope for others than it is yourself. I have SO much hope for this cycle for you, Cece.

Hugs. I hope your weekend of knitting is exactly what you need.


Baby Step said...

Cece, this blog is for YOU to get your feelings out. So whatever you are feeling, you are justified to put it here, and we will not judge you.

Wishing you the best of luck this cycle. My ER is tomorrow! Ack!